Hello my beautiful readers:-) I'm so excited today. because my boyfriend and I have been apartment shopping for the past week and we finally found the perfect place for us yesterday. It's  beautiful, it's in a nice area, it's affordable, it's everything we've been looking for. I just need to call the lady on Tuesday to see when we can come in to put a deposit down on an apartment. She said a ton of people are moving out at the end of July, and that's when the apartments will be available to rent. So we may be moving in at the beginning of August! :-) I really can't wait! 

 I feel like I've lived at home for so long, and I never really had many chances to move out before. I tried to move out before with two of my friends but they backed out on me for one reason or another. I've been kind of stuck in this place for so long that I'm just ready to step out, you know? Everything that I've ever wanted in my entire life, I've always had to wait a long time for, and had to work really hard to get. And believe me there were times when I would get really upset, and wonder why nothing ever seemed to go my way while at the same time things seemed to come so easy for everyone else. But now I look back and I realize that things are better now, it's better this way, and even though I had to wait a long time it was worth it to have what I have now. :-)

Hey Readers:-) I am so excited about this blog, because I just got back from my trip from The Great Wolf Logde, and I can not wait to tell you all about it!

My boyfriend and I booked a room for one night and two days in the water park. We got there a little late yesterday because we hit traffic on the way up there. It should have only taking us 1 and a half hours to get there, but it ended up taking us 2 hours. We were both really annoyed being stuck in traffic and being late, but As soon as we saw the sign for the logde, and we pulled into that parking lot and we saw how big the place was...We were so excited!

(These are all pictures that I took from our trip by the way.) We get in, we check in, and get to our room. The room is really nice, and really big. The whole logde is amazing! It's beautiful, and I couldn't wait to get into the park!

We get ready and head into the water park. It's big and there's lot's of things to do. We don't even know where to start. We end up floating around on tubes in this "lazy river thing". Now we had just gotten there. haven't gone on any slides yet, and I just looked at my boyfriend and I was just feeling so happy to be there with him. It was one of those moments that you wanna hold on to as long as you can. We had a great time. We went on all the slides. There were four that you had to go on either with single tubes or double tubes, One you went on kind of like a raft, Two that had bigger tubes you had to go on, and Two body slides. My favorite slide was the green and yellow striped one. We went on that one at least five times.

I'm not going to lie. The trip was kind of pricey, but it was worth it, because we had a lot of fun. I would love to go back there someday:-)

If you are thinking of planning a trip at The Great Wolf Logde here are some things you should know:

1. You have to pay upfront: I was really surprised when I went to book the room because I thought that they were going to just hold a card number on file like most places do, but no. You have to pay when you make the reservation. In a way it's good, because you don't have to worry about paying when you get there.

2. They have places to eat there, but the food is more expensive. Your best bet is to bring food with you. All rooms come with a mini fridge and a microwave. You can buy things at a food store like begal's and cream cheese for breakfast, any kind of sandwiches for lunch, and maybe something you can heat up in the microwave for dinner, just to save some money.

3. Check out time is kind of early. Our check out time was 11:00 am after that we weren't aloud back in the room, but we still had the rest of the day to use the park. The bad news is: You can't really sleep in, but the good news is that inside the water park they have locker rooms with showers so you can still go home clean even without use of your hotel room:-)

Hello my beautiful readers! I am so excited for the weekend. I think I mentioned before that my boyfriend and I are going to The Great Wolf Logde for the weekend. I can not wait! I hardly ever take time off work. I've been working at this job now for almost a year, and I think I've taken a total of 3 days off the entire time I've worked there.  It feels like the people that I work with are always taking days off, or leaving early. It will be a nice little break. I wish we could stay longer but that's just not the way it is.

 I'm also excited that my crappy schedule that I have been stuck with since I got hired is about to change. It's only for the Summer but at least it's something. I'm going to be working longer days on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, but then getting done really early on Tuesdays and Thursdays, so I'm really happy about that:-)

 I've also been looking up different apartments online for me and my boyfriend. I wanna start actually going to them and seeing them in person. Maybe we could do that in a few weeks... I can't believe I'm finally going to move out with my boyfriend! It's amazing why fast your life can change in a short period of time. There once was a time when I was so miserable, and nothing seemed to be going right, and now everything is going great and I couldn't be happier:-)

 

 My fellow readers I come to you today with some very bad news. Well I think it's pretty bad. Last night I was talking to one of my childhood friends on Facebook and she told me that the people who now live in my old house decided that it would be a good idea to rip down my club house!

I loved that club house. My dad built it for me and my sibs when I was like 3 years old and it has been there ever since, well until now. When I was little I had the best back yard on the block. Everyone wanted to play in my club house. It was just a small wooden house with two windows on each side of it and a door in front. I use to put all my toys in it. I had my little kitchen set when I was really little complete with my toy pots and pans and all my play food. My yard also had a ton of huge pine trees in it and me who had always loved fairytales would pretend that I was lost in the woods and the club house was a cottage that I would find. When it would snow I pretended that I was stuck in a snow storm and I would find a house in the woods to take shelter in.

When I got a little older my friends and I would have clubs. We had a lot of different clubs over the year including The nature club, The rainbow club, (We were 10 at the time and didn't know that it sounded like it could be the name of a gay bar lol) and of course the I love JTT club:) We all drew on the inside walls. We tried to plant sunflower seeds in front of the club house but they never grew:( we would climb in and out of the windows instead of going through the door.

When my friends and I got a little older like 14 we would climb up and sit on the roof of it at night and look up and the sky and just talk about stuff. Once we found a birds nest inside up in the left hand corner. I remember the password to get in was "bacon" because I found this big pinkish rock that had like a white line going acrossed it and it reminded me of bacon.

By the time we moved out of the old house I was 19 years old and had outgrew the club house. I no longer played in it. For the last 4 or 5 years that we lived there we used it as a shed to store bikes and stuff. My mom re-painted it too. It was once red, when we left it was white.

I used to drive passed my old house a lot when we first moved away, because I missed it so much. I used to drive passed it and I used to cry. I thought I cried because I missed the house, but now I think I cried because I missed being a kid. I cried last night when I found out they had taken down the club house, because that club house was once very important to me, and all the times that I played in it will always hold a special place in my heart.

 Sometimes I'm sad that I'm older now and have to leave things behind in the past, but I'm also excited about the future. I have a lot of things to look forward to. My boyfriend and I are going on vacation next week:) My birthday is coming up in August, and we are moving in together in Sept. So I'm really happy with the way things are going right now, but it's still hard to say good-bye:(

These are my top ten guilty pleasures starting at the bottom with.....

Number 10: Going out for all you can eat sushi:) There is a sushi bar in Princeton about 30 minutes away from me and they make the best sushi I have ever had! They have this deal where you can get all you get eat sushi plus some other foods from the the kitchen and ice cream for dessert for $21 per person which is not bad if you go out with a bunch of friends:)

Number 9: Going to the book store/Library. I think I said before in an older post that I love to read:) It's also nice to be someplace where it's quiet, where you can relax and just be by yourself for awhile. I love going to Barnes and Noble and sitting in one of those big comfy chairs with a good book. I could stay there for hours:)

Number 8: Getting my nails done:) I love to get my nails done. I don't treat myself enough to this but it's something I really do enjoy. I love being pampered and it's really relaxing. Plus you'd be amazed at how much more beautiful you feel with just your nails looking really nice:)

Number 7: Listening to old music. I really love older music. I'm talking like 60's and 70's era, maybe even some before that time. I love old love songs. Songs that people have forgotten about. like the song "Someone to watch over me." is such an amazing song, and it's so beautiful, but a lot of people are listening to crap that they have out nowadays. I'm not a big fan of the music of this era, but some stuff is ok, like I love P!nk don't get me wrong, but some of these other people who seem to be so popular I'm just like "What the Hell?" lol.

 Number 6: Going to Sephora:) I love wearing make-up. You have to understand, when I was younger I didn't really know how to wear make-up correctly. I used to buy the cheapest stuff I could find and put way too much of it on my face. Now I actually know what I'm doing and it's a lot more fun. Plus the make-up in there is just like so cool and adorable the way they display it:) My favorite brands in that store are Too faced and benefit:)

Number 5: Candy:) I Love candy so much! I love chocolate, I love sour stuff, I love sweets, and I love chewy, gummies too:) I new favorite is Gummy Bears, but I wouldn't refuse any of the above either:)

Number 4: Watching re-runs of Sex and the City: Ok I know this is a really old show, but I love watching it. I love the humor in it, I love the honesty, and Samantha is funny as hell:) It's also fun to watch when you're bitter and in a 'Guy-Hating' mood:)

Number 3: Singing in my car when I think no one is watching: I love blasting music in my car and singing along to whatever song I'm listening to at the time. I've been told that I have a good voice but I don't know. It sounds different to me. I will sing at the top of my lungs when I'm alone, but not when anyone else is in the car with me. Some times I sing about exploring that shore up  above, and walking around on those things....what do you call them?....Feet! :)

Number 2: Drinking out of wine glasses: I've said it before and I will probably say it a lot more again. I am not a drinker. I don't like to drink. I don't like the way I feel when I drink, and I really don't like the way it tastes. Everytime I drink a beer, wine, etc I always feel like I'm forcing it down even though I really don't even want to drink it. Anyways I love drinking from wine glasses because I don't know, I just feel classy and mature and I think it looks cool. So instead of putting nasty ass wine in my wine glass. I fill it up with grape juice so that it gives off the appearence of red wine without the horrible taste. I got these really cheap plastic wine glasses from Target. They were like $2 each but they look like real glass:)

Number 1: Cuddling with my boyfriend: This is probably my favorite thing in the world to do. I'm so in love with my boyfriend to the point where it's probably really annoying to people who don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend. I love being held close to him. Laying in his arms I feel safe and protected. I can fall fast asleep so easily knowing he's there with me. There's nothing in the world like being in love with someone and knowing that they love you back, and just laying and falling asleep on them:)

 Today I wanna talk about ghost's and spirit's that live among us. I know that there are people out there who don't beileve in any of this, and they think it's just crazy people being overly paranoid. Well for the longest time I really wasn't sure if they actually existed or not. I really didn't know, until I moved into a new house and started seeing things late at night. Now at first the things I saw were small and subtle. I thought I was just seeing things, or that it was just in my head, but then the  little things that I thought, got a lot bigger, and a lot harder to explain.

 It always happens late at night usually between 2 and 4 in the morning. (the dead hours) One time I woke up in the middle of the night for no reason and I noticed that my TV was still on. Now I usually fall a sleep with the TV on but I have it on a timer so it turns off by itself. When I looked over at my TV I noticed that there was something hanging over the edge of it blocking the right corner of the scene. This seemed very weird to me because I NEVER put anything on top of my TV. I just don't, but I'm like thinking to myself "did I put something on my TV without realizing it?" "Could it be a towel or something?" Now the very weird thing was that whatever was on my TV it didn't look like a towel, it looked kind of like hair! I sat up in my bed to get a closer look, cause I really wanted to know what it was. As I leaned in closer it disappeared.

 A different night I woke up for no reason again and this time I saw a tall, dark figure standing on the right side of my bed. I think i was frozen with fear because I just stared for a few second not knowing exactly what I was looking at. I couldn't see his face because it was dark. I only saw the side of his body. It looked like he was wearing black leather with ties on the side. it kind of looked like something that Edward Scissorhands would wear. Suddenly I felt really scared so I hid under the covers like a little kid, and stayed like that until I fell back asleep.

 Once I had a really scary nightmare. I used to be a dog groomer so I would often have dreams about grooming dogs or just dogs in general. I was at my job and there was a new little puppy that needed to get groomed. Now the little puppy had his back to me so I couldn't see it's face. I put my hand out to go pet it and suddenly it turned around and had the meanest, most evil looking face and it tried to bite my hand! I was so scared that I grasped, woke up and sat up in my bed. The second after that happened I noticed a dark shadow go from the top of my bed to the bottom of my bed and then disappeared.

 I told my boyfriend about all the strange things that have happened in my house, and what I had seen. He let me use his recorder to pick up any sounds that may be happening during the night when I'm asleep. So I used it one night and I got a lot of sounds on tape. A lot of footsteps and banging. It even sounds like some talking but I can't make out what they're saying. I wish I could put the tape on here so you guys could hear it but for some reason it won't let me:(

 Anyways that's why I believe that there are ghosts out there, and that they are trying to tell us something. I will let you guys know of any more weird activity that I see:)

 It's Sunday night again, and a new week is about to begin. I don't really like Sunday's because every Sunday night I always think the same thing and that is "The weekend went by way too fast." I also hate saying good-bye to my boyfriend. I'm not going to get to see him again until friday night, which seems very far away. Although the week usually goes by pretty fast.

  I'm so happy in my relationship right now. My boyfriend and I are finally talking about taking our first big step together and getting an apartment. I can't beileve it's finally happening I mean at first I thought he was just saying it to shut me up, but yesterday him and I were hanging out in newhope with his brother and one of his good friends, and he brought it up to them! Saying we are going to start looking for apartments in Sept.:) His friend was totally supportive of the idea, which I think made him feel better about it. He says he's worried about us fighting about money and other stuff. I think that's a normal fear to have once you move in with someone. I mean I love him. He's the last person on earth that I wanna fight with, but I'm sure we will fight about stuff when we live together. We will fight and then we will make up:)

  I've never had a relationship go so well before, and I honestly have no doubts in my mind about us. It's been a while but things are finally starting to fall into place for me, and it feels good:) As I was cuddling with my boyfriend tonight I thought about how much I love him, and how happy he makes me. He was being so cute and saying really funny things and making me laugh. Him and I have been on a lot of dates together, and we've gone to a lot of different places but I really think that some of my favorite times are when we are just laying around doing nothing.